1. |
Intralude
00:31
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2. |
HAHA
02:59
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Verse 1
Had another dream about my teeth falling out
One of these days somebody’s gonna call me out
“Look at her, she thinks she’s people”
“She thinks she’s something special”
Pushed around like fluff on the needle
I think I really need someone to hold me
Chorus
It’s a trap, it’s a trap, I wish that somebody had’ve told me
Put me back, put me back, this is crap
I’ve never been so lonely
Ha ha, very funny, you can all come out now
Ha ha
Verse 2
This is privilege girl what is there to cry about?
Try to be a blue sky thinker ’til the sky runs out
How am I supposed to feel?
“Don’t get all existential”
Pushed around like fluff on the needle
Right now I really need someone to hold me
Chorus
It’s a trap, it’s a trap, I wish that somebody had’ve told me
Put me back, put me back, this is crap
I’ve never been so lonely
Ha ha, very funny, you can all come out now
Ha ha
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3. |
Kite
04:03
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Verse 1
I’ve been in therapy for just under a year
She says I’m too hard on myself
I said I’m hard on everyone else too
So at least I’m not a hypocrite
How did I get here?
Paying a stranger to watch me cry
Letting my angels and demons fly
I swear I miss my stiff upper lip
Like everything’s fine
Crack on, suck it up and just crack on
No time to fall off get back on, back on
Pre
And so I have me another drink
Yeah I just have me another drink
Chorus
Is it any wonder people wanna get high?
Is it any wonder people wanna get high?
Verse 2
I think about things like whether Facebook’s gonna melt the icecaps
And I think about things like what if the cure for cancer isn’t good for business?
Things like if I upgrade my phone will they send this one to Agbogbloshie?
Cry face emoji
Pre
And then I have me another drink
Oh I have me another drink
Chorus
Middle 8
But I don’t wanna take nothing for granted
My friends have been through things I can only imagine
Pissed off with myself who am I to get sad when good people love me and worse shit has happened?
Oh good people love me and worse shit has happened
She said maybe it’s echoes of losing your Dad
But I count myself lucky, at least I had one
Good people love me and worse shit has happened
Chorus
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4. |
I Still Get To You
03:53
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Verse 1
It’s not difficult to find lovers
I’ve been filling my time, my bed and my body with others
It’s not difficult, it’s not difficult
It’s not complicated
I fucking miss you and I spend every waking moment wishing I was with you
It’s not complicated, although you try to make it.
Pre
What if you built you built a bridge and got over yourself for a minute?
What if you understood that winning arguments isn’t winning anything?
Chorus
Oooh, could you let yourself love me then?
Yeah now I see I’ll always be a threat to you
Oooh, could you let yourself love me then?
I sleep much better knowing I still get to you
Verse 2
What are you doing tonight?
I hope you’re screwing somebody who isn’t doing it right
Worse than being alone
I hope you’re with someone who makes you wanna pick up your phone
Cuz there’s nothing quite as sad, nothing quite as sad
As being reminded what you had
By what you thought you wanted when you no longer want it
Chorus
Middle 8
Oooh, what if you built you built a bridge and got over yourself for a minute?
Oooh, what if you understood that winning arguments isn’t winning anything?
Chorus
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5. |
Deep Down
02:05
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Chorus
Deep down is for oceans
Deep down is for oceans
Deep down
Deep down is for oceans
Deep down is for oceans
Deep down
Deep down
Verse 1
It’s a little early for that kind of talk
At least let me make a coffee before you declare war
You wanna smack me round the head with a shovel
Then expect me to dig for an apology
I’m sorry what?
You keep making bad decisions that a thousand others didn’t when they were in your position
Life is hard but it isn’t always someone else’s fault
Pre
Right now I don’t care who you think you are deep down
Underneath it all
Right now I don’t care who you think you are deep down
Chorus
Verse 2
Go ahead and get in a funk about it
Go ahead, take everything I say as an affront and be a cunt about it
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6. |
Some Hard Feelings
03:19
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Verse 1
I wish you the best
At least that’s what I tell people
I hope you go far with that bullshit
Far, far, far, far away
I don’t wanna get too specific cuz I know that you’re listening
I don’t wanna give you any satisfaction thinking you made it into the music
But congratulations, you did
Now that the well’s all dried up
Loose ends all tied up
All of the fancy words I wasted on you
None left but two
Chorus
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Verse 2
Strangers with familiar faces
I’ll see you again, but only in public places
I don’t wanna get back into it but it still makes me angry
I did everything someone who loves you would do, I made you a part of my family
But I can’t unsee what you showed me
Can’t unhear what you told me
New people, new people
Long as they’re new you can fool people
But when you use people up by abusing the love
You lose people like me
Chorus
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7. |
Mandala
03:42
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Verse 1
I like to get drunk and listen to my own songs
Me, myself and a hard drive
Happy place, that’s my happy place
I’ve got an ego though
I’ve gotta let other people know
Have someone tell me I’m not crazy
Or at least I’m a good kind of crazy
Control is the greatest illusion
One trip away from greatness, one fall away from ruin
Pre
Fuck it, I’ve been finding solace in the knowledge that I know nothing
Chorus
Mandala
Concentric circles
We all need a purpose, up and down the spiral
Mandala
Eccentric norm core
Major label nightmares, dreams of going viral
Verse 2
I read The Secret when I really needed an easy answer
That shit will send you round the bend if thoughts are not your friend
The universe is gonna get you
Ahhhh, but I’m ok though
Nam Myoho Renge Kyo, Nam Myoho Renge Kyo
Feels like something’s going right now
All we have is right now
Chorus
Mandala
Butterfly effect
We all leave an indent somewhere in the fabric
Mandala
Pentagram sketches
Geeking out on science
Still believe in magic
Middle 8
Part of me hopes there isn’t a God
I remember nights as a child when I started questioning everything I thought I knew
I guess it never stopped
It never stops
No no, no no
Chorus
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8. |
Love Is A Doing Word
03:12
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Verse 1
In the small hours of the morning
When the sun is still a rumour in the sky
I wonder whose arms you’re in
And I wonder do you still remember mine?
Pre
I couldn’t hold on to you
I’m sorry if that made you feel heavy
Letting go’s just what I do
When I too proud to admit I’m not ready
Chorus
Oooh now I understand
It’s born in the heart but brought to life through the hands
We talk about love like it can be heard
But love is a doing word
Love is a doing word
Verse 2
In the shadow of your kindness
In the aftermath of things I should’ve done
Little needling reminders
You were so quietly there for everyone
Pre
We couldn’t hold on to you
I’m sorry if we made you feel heavy
Letting go’s just what you do
When you’re afraid to admit you’re not ready
Chorus
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